Factory resetting my computer.

I swear I'm not doing it to procrastinate for the psych video.... hehehe
it's just been slow... EXTREMELY SLOW, lately.

Went looking for pics for my psych vid

Sad to say that a lot of my pics when I was in hs has gone missing. It pains me to know that I will never have maayos pics of my complete tulong dunong kids during their grad again.

Watched a movie with my mom

Watched Guardians of the Galaxy (torrented) with my mom and then asked her for info regarding my childhood for the psych homework. Very interesting responses from her.

First day of the holy week break

So happy that I can finally take a break and detox from acads. I can finally catch up on my hobbies such as piano and chess, and maybe play a few video games. Even though I had a hard time in the exam yesterday, at least I don't need to study for anything now.

Messed up that psych exam for sure.

Ugh, I'm so malas in my social science subjects. I failed the first exam for soc sci, and I think I failed my exam today in psych as well.

At least dati I went beast mode and perfected everything after that failed exam in soc sci. Hopefully history repeats itself this time.

I actually passed the bio lec exam 2!

Miracles do happen! I don't know how the hell I managed to pass that exam!!! Thank God!!! WTF.

Talking with my parents

Warned them na that tomorrow I'll know that I'm a failure in bio hahahahaha here come the thoughts of shifting again HAHAHAHA NOOOOOOOOOOO

CONTINUING THE DETOX

GAGO IM NOT DOING SHIT. I NEED TO DETOX FROM BIO PA RIN.
DOTA AGAIN.

SORRY WALA NA TALAGA AKONG PAKE, I KNOW I FAILED THAT FUCKING EXAM. SO I MIGHT AS WELL HAVE A GOOD TIME WHILE I STILL CAN LOL

TIME TO DETOX AND FORGET ABOUT BIO LOL

I probably failed that lec exam, so I might as well give myself a good time. Time to DOTA... lolz

I think I messed up the bio exam...

I think I messed up the bio lec exam 2 a while ago :(
I really don't derive any satisfaction from learning biology anymore... Ugh, here come the thoughts of shifting again...

Solid detox afterwards though... teaching 2024 calculus with Jom!! It was cathartic :((
Maybe I really am meant for math..

RIP philhealth speaker

Okay, in FCH today, we had a guest speaker from PhilHealth. AND NOBODY, AS IN NOBODY. WAS LISTENING, because we were all too agit over the second bio lec exam. it was so bad, and she made patama at some points, pero we still chose to ignore her. She was asking if any of us had any questions, and then LITERALLY STOOD THERE FOR 10 MINUTES IN DEAD SILENCE. I DONT KNOW NA HAHAHAHA

Sorry miss PhilHealth, but you don't know the struggle of ma'am Co (nobody does except imed and bio talaga, plus this subject is exclusive to imed so gg talaga)

Our old physics prof came back...

NOOOO MA'AM SARJ YOU WERE THE BEST
NOW WE WON'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING AGAIN NOOOO

LOL CLASSES WERE SUSPENDED

THANK U JESUS I ACTUALLY HAVE A CHANCE TO PASS THE BIO LEC EXAM LOL

Day before bio lec exam 2

actually tanggap ko na yung fate ko bukas
damage control na lang yung ginagawa ko ngayon

curious na akong malaman kung ano gagawin ni ma'am once she sees our scores tomorrow

We only had 2 days to study. Sumabay chem and physics sa BIO. Yun lang hiling ko, pag bioweek please yung mga pabida-bida na subjects stfu muna

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Physics 1st exam

Ugh hassle talaga ng physics. The exam was okay naman. Easier than I expected. I honestly overprepared. But that's my fault, I wouldn't know, because I don't attend class lol. I'm relying on my mathematical ability lang.

Medisings, but sorry, I need to cram physics.

Miggy and Pam, two stellar singers in our class, are competing in medisings. But I chose not to go to watch them, because I have to cram physics hahahaha... sorry po :(

That's how I survive eh. Physics is the LEAST PRIORITY OUT OF ALL MY SUBJECTS. ITS THE MOST WALANG KUWENTA TALAGA. ANd I know that I am capable of being able to cram it on time and with quality naman because I'm talented in math. So I take advantage of my strengths and leave it to the night or two before talaga. I'm being efficient. SORRY THOUGH TO MIGGY AND PAM

one of my classmates' parents threatened to sue maam co

Today, the lab exam 2 was returned. It was okay. I passed, 73/100. But the highlight of the day wasn't my score. Rather, it was the accusation of ma'am Co that two of my classmates had cheated. One of these classmates had a panic attack, and left the classroom. She came back with her mom, who then threatened to sue ma'am Co. They have been at it for three hours now-- shouting t each other in the DB workroom. I seriously fear for my life because it is literally in ma'am Co's hands right now.

Also, this morning, we were supposed to have a quiz BUT SHE FORGOT LOL the entire imed was literally trying to hold our laughter in. We were like hiding our transes and prepared yellow pads na nga sakali it might cause her to remember eh. HAHAHAHAH wala po talaga kaming alam sa bio lec 2 topics huhuhuhuhuhu

Cut classes yet again to study for the damn LQ

UGH THESE BIO 2 EXAM TOPICS ARE SO BAD JUSKO
EVEN THE SAMPLE QUESTIONS THE HIGHER LU BUDDIES PASSED ON TO US ARE SO GG

WE LITERALLY DONT KNOW WHERE SHES GETTING THE QUESTIONS WTF

I literally have no classes on tuesdays and fridays.

Sobrang benign lang talaga ng biochem and physics for me compared to bio. So I sacrifice their classes to study for bio. UGH THIS BIO LEC EXAM 2 WTF????????????????\

DUDE IM READING LIKE 5 BOOKS FOR BIO AND ALL OF THEM ARE SAYING DIFFERENT THINGS??????? TAPOS YUNG KAY MA'AM ANG LABO???? WTF????????

Note: sometimes I cut din on mondays pero yung in-between bio lec and lab subjects huhuhu sorry na to STS and psych :(( sometimes I really have to cram that last hour in for lab and they really do make the difference if I pass or fail huhuhu

Chill lab exam + joining the chess team

The bio lab exam 2 was surprisingly chill. I just hope that my feelings of happiness are merited hahaha. Ignorance is bliss, after all.

In other news, I went to the first meeting of the chess team today!! I was winning my first game but one oversight made me throw :( determined to do better, I played with the coach, who happens to be the dean of CAS. We played a really arduous (and extremely interesting) game, which took about three hours, and ended with a draw. Chess is really so freaking stimulating.

Studying for the bio lab exam

For some reason I'm not as agitated over this coming bio lab exam. Historically, the 2nd exam should be the hardest, but for our batch, ma'am Co transferred some of the topics from the 2nd exam to the first exam. So technically, I'm over the worst. Now, it just seems so chill in comparison to be honest...

The Problem with Imed

Every time we have an incoming bio exam, its as if we have our own cold war in IMED.
Half of our lab class is under ma'am Co, and the other half is under ma'am Brillantes (a really chill prof comparatively).
Today there was a class argument because people thought that members from each class were being stingy. Ugh. This is what happens when people let their hate just accumulate instead of confronting them one on one. It's so annoying. Well I guess I shouldn't expect too much -- college isn't high school after all.

I went to chem today

Went to chem, because it was the day before the chem test, and so I was expecting a high yield lecture. Wasn't disappointed. Because I had spent the days prior teaching myself, the one "summary" lecture helped clarify the small details which didn't really make as much sense to me, and I was also able to clarify which things are more important for the test. Great. (usually dont attend low yield classes huhuhu)

Hey, that was an easy STS exam :O + Answering the online chem quiz with friends

I actually think I did well!! I'm not really good in the social sciences (the first exam I ever failed was in the social sciences) but I think the test kanina was really good. It helps too that the prof didn't test our rote memorization ability for socsci (which I suck at kasi I don't really appreciate it if I just merely regurgitate information) but it was an analytical, subjective essay test. the first exam I failed, I failed because my prof was looking for damn buzzwords in the essay which I failed to include, even though my ideas were correct. Ugh. I mean, why, just why? Socsci and related fields is supposed to be analytical, like this. So for this exam we had questions that challenged our perception of society, such as whether or not we thought robots would be able to replace the medical profession. These are the kinds of exams I look forward to. Other profs in the social sciences should learn from ours.

Also, I answered the chem quiz with friends Jea and company. I helped carry them haha (not to be mayabang but ganun talaga HAHAHA I really learn best when I don't go to class kasi, and its really effective for me, so don't judge me!! THey were confused from things they heard in lec. But I knew the whole story kasi I bothered to read the book. So the higher-level, deeper questions in the online quiz were easier for me to understand, so I helped my classmates).

Got perfect in the long online chem quiz, by the way.

I had to cut a class again...

Tomorrow is my STS exam and I'm super super agit because I only have ONE DAY to prepare!! I had to study for the coming Chem depex this saturday. SO I had to cut a class again. I'm beginning to hate this feeling. It makes me wonder why I'm such a shit student hahahaha :(

I am also not sure if there will be a pop quiz in bio lec or lab tomorrow, but it seems like its "time" because the bio exams are coming up and wala pang quiz. So what the hell, ano iaalay ko? Noooo

We have a new physics prof and she's so high-yield!!

A new physics prof, named Ma'am Sarj, came to teach our class today for physics. She's crazy good. We were able to cover so much; she's easily the best physics prof we've had. All the past profs have never really taught well/wasted our time/were absentee profs. Ma'am Sarj was not only able to teach us a new lesson, but she was also able to bring us up to speed on what we should already know at the point (which we didn't because our previous prof was awol).

I HATE POINT QUIZZES

Look okay, point quizzes for bio don't make any fucking sense. Especially when your serial sections are fucking incomplete. So when asked to identify a structure, pero that structure is on "part 3" of the serial section slides, pero you were only given parts 1 and 2, you shouldn't be blamed for failing that quiz. GAGO WE WERE TAKING THE TEST LIKE 5 AT A TIME, AND THERE WAS ONLY ONE SLIDE OF "PART 3". SO LOL?????? WALA AKONG NAKUHA DOON??? GG TALAGA SOMETIMES SI MAAM CO, LIKE HOPELESS

Here we go again...

I have an STS exam this coming week, plus chem and physics on saturday, and then it will be bio season once more.

BUT I'M ALREADY STUDYING BIO AS EARLY AS NOW. WHAT THE HELL. THIS IS HOW TOXIC BIO IS. It takes precedence over the three other subjects which are scheduled even nearer than it!!

asking my parents' opinion on ma'am co's feeling "insulted"

One day later and I still can't get over it.

Mom says ma'am co's an asshole, and she didn't mean it when she said "wala na sa'kin yun, basta sinabi ko na ang kailangan kong sabihin na sa'yo na yan kung anon'g gagawin mo about what I say" when I apologized to her.

Dad says ma'am co's sincere naman when I made kuwento her response to me when I apologized.

KASI NAMAN, bakit sinabi niya "wala na sa'kin yun etc etc" when she could have said OKAY I FORGIVE U??? WHY DOES SHE ALWAYS HAVE TO BE MALABO?????

huhuhuhu I really wanna think positively pero gago I feel so fucked?? i'm probably gonna get singled out huhuhu sana she doesn't hold a grudge against me

Ma'am Co felt insulted?????

Apparently ma'am Co felt insulted because I had used a powerpoint from my buddy stuff which came from a different prof. Ummmm okay. I don't know why she has to be so insecure about her "authority"........

As for me I'm just doing everything I can to survive, and I shouldn't be penalized for that... what the heck.

THANK U ERIKA ONG FOR CARRYING US IN THE GROUP QUIZ

THANKS ERIKA ONG FOR CARRYING US IN STSHIT HAHAHHA KAHIT SOBRANG HASSLE NIYA SOMETIMES THX FOR STUDYING PA RIN!! STELLAR KA KASI SA BIO SO U CAN AFFORD TO WASTE TIME ON SUBJECTS LIKE THESE HAHAHAHAHA